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I'm really not ok....

I know feeling crap like this won't solve the problem but I can't help it. I can't control it anymore I can't cope.

I need someone to empathy and understand me because I can't take this anymore. But you know you laugh together but you cry alone


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How r u???

I'm scared.....

i think...

i think a lot about things that i don't have to until i got wrinkles all over my face. then i think again i should stop worrying about other people's problems cosz i think whenever i worry about other people i tend to talk behind their back and become a b**ch...then i feel miserable then i get more wrinkles.bad!!!!!!!!!!

nothing lasts forever

it's sad but it's the reality of life...nothing lasts forever. The only thing you can do is appreciate things that you got now. Never regret the past because the past made you who you are today. Keep moving, take a rest if you need to.It's not the end yet if it's not happy. Everyone makes mistakes because you learn from them, and become stronger and a better person. But not everyone has courage to correct their mistakes. I'm scared of losing someone, rejection and failure. That's why I never put my hope high, never show my certain true feelings and try not to get too close to someone. The closer you are to someone the more you hurt them....

i keep my word

hohoho...i'm writing again after ages. why???why????why??? sebab i said i want to update my blog to my friends..unoffical promise..bolehkah?

September 2009

it was the very last eid in London (insyAllah). xde la bnyak sgat open house. i went to high com open hse, floyer open hse organized by Liyana n the gang n the best one was makan raya after smyng raya at flat L204.


Malaysian Hall--last tarawikh, the first and the last time performing tarawikh prayer at malaysian hall, London.




in front of floyer hse..my home sweet home for good 4 years

i think we need to cut the perempuan with black scarf out of this picture..that was a super weird pose




underground




high com open house




me look thin in thic picture!!!!! agree??????




family portrait



owh okey..it's 9.29pm, i need to showerrrrrrrr!!!!!! to be continued and i think i need to re-think again what is the best name for my blog ---tata for now-----

ONE TREE HILL

why do i like one tree hill so much?

i think one and the only reason is because i like Peyton's character. In season 1 , we can see that she is an emotionally complex character. She looks strong. It's like she's fine on her own. But actually she's not. She is really weak inside, lonely and she badly needs someone to trust, understand and believe in her. She can be a bitch sometimes, hurt people with her words. But she does that when she hurts inside. But of course after that she evolves and became more cheery in season 6. Here i would like to post my favourite peyton's quotes....

"first of all you don't know me, second of all you don't know me"-Peyton

"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one."-Peyton

"People always leave"-Peyton

"Someone once told me, every song has an ending but is there any reason not to enjoy the music"-peyton

"People are gonna disappoint you, i get that, but i don't know, what if you wake up and realize that you're the disappointment"-Peyton

"Your art matters, that's what got me here"-Lucas/Peyton

"As you know, I recently met my birth mother, and I really didn't like her. As a matter of fact I drove her away, and now she's gone. But, the part that really sucks. You know that thing about judging a book by its cover? It's true. Sometimes you gotta read the whole thing and even then you still might not know the whole story."-Peyton

Lucas: It's only a dream right?
Peyton: It's my dream

"People always leave...but sometimes they come back"-Peyton

OTH might be a slow pace series, but the storyline has a very deep meaning...erm at least to me. I think a post without a picture is boring so i've decided to post a sketch from the series. All quotes, picture belong to OTH production